Dave has been having some family problems recently and has been with his brother a lot recently. He went with him for his (millionth) chemo, he stayed at the hospital all day with his brothers friend who was critically ill (still is, but is better than the first night she went in) and they don't know what is wrong with her yet. I'm so used to him being online and being there whenever I go looking for him, and for the past few days he's not been there so I've hardly talked to him. I feel a bit selfish for wishing he was around more, but he's gotta do what he's gotta do.
I wish they were all better and no one was in pain, and I wish Dave didn't have to run around and look after everyone, he's too young to be doing that on his own. His family aren't mentally strong so while everyone is breaking down, he's keeping everything together and doing everything. I'm proud of him for that. I just wish I saw him so I could tell him..
Heh, ironic that there is a Cancer ad on this Post an Entry page next to my writing.
I wish they were all better and no one was in pain, and I wish Dave didn't have to run around and look after everyone, he's too young to be doing that on his own. His family aren't mentally strong so while everyone is breaking down, he's keeping everything together and doing everything. I'm proud of him for that. I just wish I saw him so I could tell him..
Heh, ironic that there is a Cancer ad on this Post an Entry page next to my writing.
Trying to keep myself busy to fill up the few hours I usually (for over two years) spend with Dave every day. It really does sound selfish but I don't mean it to be. Edit// He's online now! :D It'll be nice to speak to him for a bit.
Friday Five (for yesterday..)
1. If you had the ability to legally change your name, would you? To what?
You can legally change your mind. It costs £30 or so. o.O I love my name the way it is, so ner! If I was a boy I'd want to be called Charlie. :)
2. What do you with with change that you receive from banks/purchases/find on the ground?
I spend it on more useless things that make me happy for a while. I'm very materialistic.
3. If you could travel back in time to change the course of one historical event, what event would it be?
I wouldn't change anything. Things happen for a reason. If I change one thing, the future would be very different. People might die, people might be hurt, anything could happen.
4. Would you rather live a safe, stable, moderately interesting life or one where every day was dangerous, volatile, and different?
I'd rather be safe and moderately interesting. :)
5. What do you think you'll be remembered for when you die and, if you could, would you change it to something else?
I'll be remembered for being a good mum, a loving wife, daughter and friend, and I'll have helped people and been very kind to people when they needed it most. I hope.
P.S - MY MITTENS! :D Thanks mum.
Friday Five (for yesterday..)
1. If you had the ability to legally change your name, would you? To what?
You can legally change your mind. It costs £30 or so. o.O I love my name the way it is, so ner! If I was a boy I'd want to be called Charlie. :)
2. What do you with with change that you receive from banks/purchases/find on the ground?
I spend it on more useless things that make me happy for a while. I'm very materialistic.
3. If you could travel back in time to change the course of one historical event, what event would it be?
I wouldn't change anything. Things happen for a reason. If I change one thing, the future would be very different. People might die, people might be hurt, anything could happen.
4. Would you rather live a safe, stable, moderately interesting life or one where every day was dangerous, volatile, and different?
I'd rather be safe and moderately interesting. :)
5. What do you think you'll be remembered for when you die and, if you could, would you change it to something else?
I'll be remembered for being a good mum, a loving wife, daughter and friend, and I'll have helped people and been very kind to people when they needed it most. I hope.
P.S - MY MITTENS! :D Thanks mum.
- Mood:
worried - Music:Paula Cole - I Don't Want To Wait
Thanks to Katy for reminding me of The Friday Five! <3
1 What do you see when you are looking out of the window closest to you?
I see a huge tree that is in somebody elses front garden, and every day I see the little leaves on it grow bigger and brighter each day. It's lovely. :)
2 Who was the last person coming into your room?
My brother handing me my Shine Serum, when he got back from shopping with my dad.
3 What is the most predominant colour around you?
Pink, but when I look left or right, it's green. When I look behind me, it's pink again.
4 What is right behind you?
A hot pink wall and my bed with purple cotton & silk bedding, and a nice heated blanket.
5 What is on today's calendar sheet?
You mean, what am I doing today? Well, the day is over.. but I worked on a theme for Lavish and took a very nice long bath. :)
1 What do you see when you are looking out of the window closest to you?
I see a huge tree that is in somebody elses front garden, and every day I see the little leaves on it grow bigger and brighter each day. It's lovely. :)
2 Who was the last person coming into your room?
My brother handing me my Shine Serum, when he got back from shopping with my dad.
3 What is the most predominant colour around you?
Pink, but when I look left or right, it's green. When I look behind me, it's pink again.
4 What is right behind you?
A hot pink wall and my bed with purple cotton & silk bedding, and a nice heated blanket.
5 What is on today's calendar sheet?
You mean, what am I doing today? Well, the day is over.. but I worked on a theme for Lavish and took a very nice long bath. :)
- Mood:
I'm happy! - Music:Star Trek DVD music, waiting to be played!
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