I had an interview today at 9pm. It went well, but there was a bit of an accident with a bomb. Yeah, a bomb scare. Either a practice run or an actual bomb scare, but fuck me.. I almost cried, and that was so embarassing. Someone else cried, and we all had to shuffle up in the middle of the room and close the blinds. I was SO glad to get out of there, and I took the long bus journey home instead of the quick train, so I could enjoy being in the sun and being alive!

So I'm going to see Dave today. I usually don't see him till Friday but I had an awful feeling yesterday that something bad was going to happen, and it did. His brothers friend (she looks after his brother, he has bowel cancer and has chemo which wears him out a lot) was taken to hospital for something about her throat. I think they think she has cancer too but I'm not sure what's happened as I had to go to bed before Dave got back to tell me anything about it last night.

I'm going to the library to get some books out too. I was going to buy one - being the blonde Becky - but my mum reminded me of a little thing called a LIBRARY. So.. I'm going to sign up today and get some out.
Edit: I walked to the library (about 20 minute walk), got some blood worms for the newt from the pet shop first (at this point, it starts to rain), then went to the library. Tried to open the door, wouldn't budge. Checked the sign: "Thursday - Closed All DAY!". Dammit. So I walked back home, in the pouring down rain. I've not had such a good day today, but I've had a positive attitude about everything and I'm really happy.

Food-wise, I've been amazingly good! It's only mid-day and I've had like a full day of activities already, but I've eaten whole wheat toast and a banana for breakfast, and I've just made myself a tuna salad with chopped baby plum tomatoes and sliced carrots, and an orange. I haven't had a salad for.. months!